I woke up at about 3am this morning and couldn't get back to sleep, so I popped in a movie called "The Sentinel". It was not bad. About 5am I went back to sleep, but before I could drift off, the door opened and Lexie came in to snuggle with me. She tossed and turned for about 15 minutes then asked if she could get up and watch cartoons. What could I say? The same thing happened to me a couple hours earlier, so I understood. I said "Yeah, just don't wake up little brother." I suspect she was excited about no school today and going on her field trip.
I had this really bad dream early this morning after that. I dreamed that mom had just passed away, and that Mike, Patti, Bonnie and I were with Jack and everyone was so sad and upset. I woke up sobbing into my pillow and it was a few minutes before I woke totally up and realized it was just a dream. This has only happened to me like twice before. Its worse than a nightmare because nightmares are so unreal It just makes me realize how much I miss my mom.
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