Until I'm completely self-sufficient, I'm always going to feel less than 100% me. I had to negotiate permission to feel my kids at their grandmother's house tonight. I didn't do so hot today in sales at work. I couldn't keep my sales above $40 per hour. I almost got sent home. The movie that simulates my life is "The Prime Gig" with Vince Vaughn. It parallels what's happening to me in several ways, some very evident, some more subtle. I was thinking that I really want to give this job a shot, because there is a good potential to make some serious money, but ...not knowing how much your check is going to be is very unnerving. Besides, there are several very fine women at a certain temp agency who are helping me find something more suitable. Thanks to you all, you know who you are!!!
As far as the surgery goes, I feel i'm doing well. I still worry about getting all my protein in, but wounds are healing and so are scars...but slower. I'm feeling more like my normal self, but better. I have more energy, and my clothes are fitting looser. I have more things that I can do, and many more things that I can do easier! Eating less is never a problem...I get full much more quickly now. And I almost never have any desire to snack.
Sometimes I don't believe what I hear come from X's mouth. Some kids shot out the rear driver's window of her car (well, it's supposedly her mother's spare car, but...) AND put a b-b hole in the rear window of her (non-running)Nissan. Her mother is getting them fixed by Glass Doctor on the same day as my little boy's doctor's appointment. So which appointment got cancelled? Guess? (Hint: not the auto glass appointment)
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