Well, no fantastic plans or anything. I feel depression starting to set in. I'm told its only natural after surgery, but I think it's mainly from not being able to see the kids as much as I want. They have been the major focus of my life for so long now. I feel physically a little off due to the surgery, but it's much worse not having them with me.
I'm going to spend part of the day with them today. I don't have any money, so we can't really DO anything. I believe I can manage to feed them supper, but aside from here and my sister's, I have no place to take them so that I can be with them and spend time...and neither of those places are optimally suited for little kids. I will try a park, and see how that goes. I hope it's not too awfully hot today.
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