Recap: Well, it is time to quit slacking off as far as my weight loss is concerned. I had gastric bypass surgery quite a while back and I have coasted from almost 500 lbs. down to 335# or so. It saved my life, but I'm not yet where I should be. Have I dieted before? Yep. And the weight always came back eventually with the least little slip. The weight came back quickly, and with a vengeance. This time I feel like dieting may not be a 'band-aid" because I have a much easier time holding at a spot. I was down to about 335 a year ago and I got up to (as you can see from the picture) almost 350. Fifteen pounds is not a lot, but considering where it will lead me and the great pains I've taken to get here, you can be for damned sure I'm not letting this get out of control.
I had one bad holiday week, for no other reason than that possibly my mutant Neanderthal ancestors discovered fermentation a little early. So no more beer for a while for me. Even light beer has carbs. I may still have an occasional, but my physiology cannot take much liquid bread at this point. I am also going to try the protein drink lunch thing for a while. Here's what I have noted this week (week one of protein drink lunch--I just cannot bring myself to refer to it as a protein shake for some reason). I drink my lunch at the same time. I pack some fatty snacks (olives, a few cubes of cheese, nuts...whatever) so that I don't get hungry. The mix with milk is 250 calories. That's gotta be an improvement over stuff that I would be eating (meat, cheese, eggs, vegetables). The odd thing is...about 3pm or so I get hungry again. This is the same as if I had eaten a regular paleo-style lunch. So I am guessing this will work. My big deal is not getting too hungry in between meals. I have also added back in a little coffee, but I drink a liter of water between cups. I just have to realize that anything which is not paleo (i.e. sweetener, caffiene, sometimes too much fruit) will make me crave something else to eat. I generally put this fire out with a liter of water. I have never liked water, but I have come to embrace it anyway. A theory I now share with others is that if you are feeling hungry, that sometimes that is really mild dehydration. If I feel a little hunger (not like pain or stomach grumbling which I know is real hunger) then I down a liter of water. If it goes away then problem solved. If not (and it's inbetween meals) I grab a paleo snack. If it's meal time--I just deal with it until I get something fixed.
So in a month I've lost a total of six lbs. Realistically if I had not backslid that week it could have been 9+ pounds. I will try harder. I'm still about being as comfortable as possible with the least amount of sacrifice to get this job done. Right now I'm just feeling out where that is.